Day 32 Happy Dream || Priestess ACIM Lesson


Today was a day where I felt something had shifted, completely. Some sort of freedom or release, it’s a bit beyond description…

The universe seems to have a certain quietness to it. Even my phone as been nearly silent. Like perhaps we are in the still of the night before the eclipses are upon us. Today is also the first day I haven’t been hyper emotional although now as I reflect on my thoughts and feelings for the day I feel a sting come from behind my eyes.

We are officially in Cancer season, the moon is in Pisces and right in line with the energy of the moon I went to recreate at the hair salon with my Pisces artist painting her golden sunshine all over me! She said a few things that I feel like were total downloads for me. One was her venting about a old coworker of hers promising her a bday gift and never actually coming through with it. It made me think of integrity which I have talked about multiple times, and will continue to do so as I feel like it is a massive underrated quality among us.

We also chatted about how sometimes we are seemingly thrown into things by the universe in order to progress and evolve.

Hahah I’m in a coffee shop and I just saw a shirt that said “Handling it”! Yup! Me and my beloved colorist talked about

getting LLC’s, spending sh*t tons of money on our businesses and taking leaps of faith! Ahh it’s just bananas!

It felt nice to have another soul navigating the same dang thing and to share isn a feeling of understanding like I’m not alone as the ego would have us believe!

I also just got an impulse as I write that i must be patient with myself, Christina. You are 26!

Hah wow, I never talk or even think about my age because I am following a fire in my belly that goes beyond any number or illusionary limit of time that could imply on myself.

Still, patience with my evolution should be highly practiced.

You are a flower beloved do not rush your unfoldment.

-The Blonde Priestess

Today on day 32 of my 40 day commitment to studying A Course in Miracles I was taken to Chapter 18 “A Happy Dream”.

Some of your greatest advances you have judged as failures, and some of your deepest retreats you have evaluated as success.

- A Course in Miracles

Never approach the holy instant after you have tried to remove all fear and hatred from your mind. That is its function.

- A Course in Miracles

Never attempt to overlook your guilt before you ask the Holy Spirit’s help. That is His function.

- A Course in Miracles

Your part is only to offer Him a little willingness to let Him remove all fear and hatred, and to be forgiven. On your little faith, joined with His understanding, He will build your part in the Atonement and make sure that you fulfill it easily.

- A Course in Miracles

And with Him, you will build a ladder planted in the solid rock of faith, and rising even to Heaven. Nor will you use it to ascend to Heaven alone.

- A Course in Miracles

Happy dreams come true, not because they are dreams, but only because they are happy. And so they must be loving.

- A Course in Miracles

The little faith it needed to change the purpose is all that is required to receive the means and use them.

- A Course in Miracles

It is no dream to love your brother as yourself. Nor is your holy relationship a dream. All that remains of dreams within it is that it is still a special relationship. Yet it is very useful to the Holy Spirit, Who has a special function here.

- A Course in Miracles

It will become the happy dream through which He can spread joy to thousands on thousands who believe that love is fear, not happiness. Let Him fulfill the function that He gave to your relationship by accepting it for you, and nothing will be wanting that would make of it what He would have it be.

- A Course in Miracles

When you feel the holiness of your relationship is threatened by anything, stop instantly and offer the Holy Spirit your willingness, in spite of fear, to let Him exchange this instant for the holy one that you would rather have. He will never fail in this.

- A Course in Miracles

Forget not that your relationship is one, and so it must be that whatever threatens the peace of one is an equal threat to the other. The power of joining its blessing lies in the fact that it is now impossible for you or your brother to experience fear alone, or to attempt to deal with it alone. Never believe that this is necessary, or even possible. Yet just as this is impossible, so is it equally impossible that the holy instant come to either of you without the other. And it will come to both at the request of either.

- A Course in Miracles

Whoever is saner at the time the threat is perceived should remember how deep is his indebtedness to the other and how much gratitude is due him, and be glad that he can pay his debt by bringing happiness to both. Let him remember this, and say: 

I desire this holy instant for myself, that I may share it with my brother, whom I love. 

It is not possible that I can have it without him, or he without me. 

Yet it is wholly possible for us to share it now. 

And so I choose this instant as the one to offer to the Holy Spirit, that His blessing may descend on us, and keep us both in peace.

- A Course in Miracles

I love you brothers and sisters